I am terribly picky

I am terribly picky about everything in life. Whether it be which yogurt I buy, which pencil I use, what purse I bring,etc, everything has to be perfect. It is because of this reason that I excel at some things in life, and fail miserably in other things. People tell me to pursue some things even though they don't conform perfectly to my ideals/standards, because if I never take a chance, I will miss out on so many things in life. I don't want to lower my standards or compromise though, because doing so would make me, well, not me anymore. I've been so indecisive lately, one moment I would decide one thing, the next moment, I would decide against it. I hate decisions, life is hard, I just want someone to make my decisions for me...

Conflicting faith

So I'm in the middle of midterm season,where I just had 2 midterms and I have another midterm tomorrow. But I really have to express this one thing that's been bugging me since the beginning of this school year, my faith. Lately it seems that I don't want to go to church anymore, I mean I still believe in God and everything, and I try hard to be a good christian and a good person, but I just don't feel the need to go to church anymore. I know that the bible says that going to church is essential to surround yourself with other like-minded christians, but I just really don't feel like going anymore. And on top of that, I've been missing fellowships because I have to do my EOSC 114 quizzes because they're due on friday. So at this point, I'm wondering what my priorities are in life, God, school, or something else?

God/Money- dreams and ambitions

MAT 6:24 "No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."